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DISCLAIMER: Yu-Gi-Oh is copyright to Kazuki
Takahashi.
NOTES: Yaoi - B/M, M/R. Story relocated to Tokyo because it makes more sense as a target than a town called Domino. MIND AND CONSCIENCE
Ryou Bakura passed through the slums, remaining
completely unnoticed and unseen by other people, making his way to one
of the stalls on one of the many markets. Since the destruction of Tokyo,
the first target of the Pharaoh's rage, the people here had been reduced
to living in makeshift buildings made of scrap metal, rotting wood, and
crumbling concrete and stone, with only sheets of plastic or corrugated
iron keeping out the rain. Any markets around were merely a group of these
small living spaces, each with a stall, made of little more than a plank
balanced on stacked bricks.
One of these stalls was a simple food stall,
and that was where Ryou was headed. It was owned by one of his friends,
Katsuya Jounouchi. Food was increasingly difficult to obtain, and Jounouchi
was lucky in that he was able to bake bread - despite needing some repairing,
the oven was still functional. But it was still hard making a profit, since
the ingredients for the bread were also scarce. Travelling outside of the
city was the only way to get such things, and with no transport available,
it took days at a time, and so they were usually bought at other stalls
- at quite a high price.
When Ryou reached the small stall, the
pleasant smell of fresh bread reached him, almost blocking out the polluted
air. Ryou noticed Anzu Mazaki, another of his friends, selling a small
bread roll to a particularly weary-looking customer. He patiently waited
for the customer to leave, before approaching her.
"Anzu," he stated, simply. Without even
looking to see him, Anzu nodded.
"Go in."
"Thank you."
Ryou walked through the heavy, burned material
that hid the area behind the stall from view, where he found Jounouchi
and Ryuuji Otogi preparing another batch. "Hi, Jounouchi," he said, calmly.
Despite how low his voice was, the two jumped.
"Bakura? Where are you?" the blond demanded.
Ryou sighed, and allowed himself to become visible.
"You need to stop doing that, Bakura, you
scared the shit out of me!" Otogi commented.
"Sorry."
"So whaddaya doin' here, anyway, Bakura?"
Jounouchi asked, shoving the bread tin into the oven. "Make sure that fire
doesn't go out, alright, Otogi?" Sitting down on a worn, charred pink cushion
on the ground, and motioning for Ryou to do the same, Jounouchi leaned
forwards and sighed, quickly removing the white headscarf that prevented
his now fairly long hair from getting into the dough.
"Same as always," Ryou replied, accepting
Jounouchi's invitation to sit down. "I have nothing else to do, and I'm
worried. Are you alright?"
"I'm fine. Anzu's doin' okay, but even
she's starting ta get depressed. At least 'er cheerfulness helps us sell
stuff. Otogi's doin' quite well too. He usually gambles for extra cash,
with Dungeon Dice Monsters." Dungeon Dice Monsters was a game that Otogi
had invented only four years ago. It was the most popular game in the slums,
since the true nature of Duel Monsters was revealed. "Nearly always wins,
too."
"That barely comes as a surprise," Ryou
responded, with a knowing smile. His expression turned serious for a moment.
"And Yuugi..."
"Still alive, thank God... Shizuka's lookin'
after 'im, there's not enough room in here..."
"I'm still looking for a way to restore
his soul... Malik and I, I mean."
"Just don' get on the Pharaoh's bad side,"
Jounouchi advised. "Yer lucky enough to not have been banished yourself."
"I know that, you don't have to remind
me every time I come here."
The curtain guarding the entrance was lifted
and Anzu entered, carrying the small bag that held the money she had earned.
"We're all out, Jounouchi," the girl said.
"What?!" Otogi exclaimed, from next to
the oven. "You must be joking, we only got that out about what? Half an
hour ago?"
"People need bread, Otogi, I'm personally
not surprised."
"Then we're just gonna hafta wait a couple
of hours for the next batch," Jounouchi sighed, leaning forward again and
pinching the bridge of his nose. "How much?"
"I think we're going to need about eighty
percent of it for more ingredients, and another eighty from the next batch,"
Anzu replied, sitting down without invitation.
"Right... hey, Bakura you hungry?" Ryou
raised an eyebrow at the question. Anzu quickly moved to grip Jounouchi's
ear tightly between her fingers, which immediately made him see his mistake.
"That's a STUPID question, Jounouchi!"
"AGH! I'M SORRY! I FORGOT, OKAY?! NOW LET
GO!"
"It's alright, I suppose it's easy enough
to forget that I can't... touch anything..." Ryou said, shaking his head.
Anzu released Jounouchi's ear, and he held his hand up to it, trying to
ease the pain.
"Yeah, it is," Jounouchi acknowledged,
glancing sideways at Anzu. Ryou had been banished from his body by the
spirit of the Millennium Ring, and was now left in a spirit form, wandering
around. He didn't even honestly know why he hadn't been banished to the
Shadow Realm, but he suspected it was so that his Yami could derive some
sadistic pleasure from his suffering.
"Understandable," Ryou concluded, with
a finalising tone. "Now, remind me, how many people is Shizuka taking care
of? I'm worried the number may have increased, but I'm never sure anymore.
I can't pry into my yami's mind."
"It has," was Jounouchi's response. "Not
sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but Kaiba's soul got banished
an' all. We found 'im near where KaibaCorp used to be. Mokuba keeps tryin'
to wake him, poor guy... he's started to go a bit nutso. The stress got
to his head. Shizuka's lookin' after him too... he hasn't got the sanity
to feed himself anymore, all he will even think about is his brother..."
Ryou did nothing more than nod in response.
"Other 'n Kaiba, there's just Yuugi an'
Isis."
"What happened to Honda?" Ryou wondered.
Jounouchi bit his lip, clearly reluctant to say it.
"He got into a fight with Malik..." Anzu
supplied. "He didn't survive."
"Yeah, that bastard!" Jounouchi shouted,
making even Ryou jump. "He says 'e's on our side and what does he do? He
goes and fuckin' kills us!"
Ryou contemplated this piece of news. "Malik
killed Honda?"
"You bet he fuckin' did!"
"I'm sure he has reasons," Ryou sighed.
"I'll have to talk to him about it."
"The Hell? Bakura, the guy killed one of
your BEST FRIENDS!"
"Honda and I were never that close," Ryou
responed, a cold edge in his voice that was never usually present. "Malik
never does anything without a motive. Sure, he might overreact, and his
actions might be impulsive, and half the time seriously - "
"Fucked up," Jounouchi interrupted.
"Twisted," Ryou continued, ignoring Jounouchi,
"but with his background, what do you expect?"
"What is it with you, Bakura? You always
try to excuse Malik for EVERYTHING he does!"
Ryou didn't respond, but prodded a stone
on the ground, seemingly amused by the way his finger sank into it as though
either the stone or he was made of nothingness.
"He's my friend," he eventually replied.
"Yeah, well, Bakura, sometimes I wonder
about your choice in friends!" Jounouchi yelled. Ryou, hating being yelled
at, was now visibly shaking. "I mean, he possessed me to destroy Yuugi
at one point! Ever since we met him, he tried to kill us, and just 'cause
that psychotic Yami of his is banished doesn't necessarily mean we can
TRUST 'im!"
"But he's helping..." Ryou replied, his
voice trembling.
"He's WORKING with the PHARAOH!" Jounouchi
shouted, even louder, rising to his feet. Ryou remained sitting. "How the
HELL is him killing on the Pharaoh's orders supposed to HELP us?!"
"He... he... he's staying close to him...
it's the only way he can, you know, find out that... anything that can
help Yuugi..."
"Oh, so NOW you're trying to tell me, after
ALL the times he's tried to kill Yuugi, he's trying to save him?"
"You're not the only one who's suffered
a loss!" Ryou yelled, still remaining sitting on the floor. "Rishid's been
killed, and Isis' soul was banished to the Shadow Realm! How do you think
HE feels? At least you still have friends to support you! All Malik has
is me and... and..."
"The Pharaoh?" Otogi suggested, completing
the sentence.
"The Pharaoh," Ryou conceded. "But my yami,
well, he... nobody does anything without a motive... and I WILL find out
what his is..."
"You're too good hearted, Bakura," Jounouchi
snorted. "You ask me, I wouldn't hesitate to kill either of them the first
chance I got!"
"My yami is immortal, you can't kill him."
"Maybe not, but I sure as hell can hurt
'im!"
"Guys, please, calm down!" Anzu cried.
"We're in a terrible situation, and fighting's not going to help! I know
you're probably sick of hearing it, I've said it so much since our city
was destroyed, but we really need to keep a hold on our friendship. It's
just about the only thing we have left!"
"It's alright, Anzu," Ryou responded, getting
to his feet with little difficulty. "I think I'll leave now, anyway."
"Oh, Bakura, you're not leaving because
of Jounouchi, are you?"
"No, of course not... well, okay, partially..."
Ryou shook his head. "I mean, Jounouchi, I'll give you some time to settle
down. You've got a lot to deal with, and I don't want you to get too stressed."
Jounouchi snorted, clearly still angry at Ryou. "I'll be visiting Shizuka,"
Ryou added.
"Fine."
"Alright then," Anzu said, nodding at Ryou.
"Seeya then, Bakura."
"Bye!" Otogi called. Ryou smiled, and left
the tiny dwelling, straight through the heavy, charred curtain, again becoming
invisible to the naked eye.
~~~~~
What the people referred to as the Dark
Palace was not an impressive place. It existed merely to serve as a home
to the Pharaoh. It was a large building, although it had once been several
times larger, but it was crumbling to pieces, and could hardly be considered
an architectural masterpiece. It had once been part of the KaibaCorp headquarters,
but now KaibaCorp no longer existed.
"WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?!" Yami no Bakura
screeched, kicking an already collasing statuette so hard it flew into
the wall, shattering into pieces. The slave was trembling with fear, but
stood his ground. To retreat from Bakura meant death. "Where is Malik?!"
"I - I don't know, your Lordship, sir,
I..." the slave stammered, unconsciously taking a step back. Fortunately
for him, Bakura was too distracted to notice.
"If Malik has gone out WITHOUT MY PERMISSION,
I will personally..."
"What's all the yelling about?"
Bakura whirled around to see Malik Ishtar
stood in the doorway. "Where the fuck have you been?!" he demanded.
"I was..."
"Why are you trying to explain yourself
to me?!"
"Uh, you just asked me..." Malik replied,
under his breath.
"I don't care about your stupid excuses,
just get out of my sight!" Malik didn't question, but left the room as
commanded, his purple cloak flowing behind him as though he was constantly
walking against a breeze of wind.
Yami no Bakura was the Pharaoh, and the
possessor of all the seven Millennium Items. Having banished Yuugi Motou
and his other self to the Shadow Realm, he was free to control the world
as he pleased. He craved destruction, and loved nothing more than to cause
fear among the people on this planet. Nearly everyone now knew he could
destroy anyone he wished with merely a thought. His very presence was feared
- the reason Ryou was so cautious to hide himself, due to the similarity
in their appearance.
For Yami no Bakura was not of this time.
His origins went back to Ancient Egypt, where he had lived as a tomb robber.
Little was known about his past other than that he would not reveal it.
But it was known that he had once raided the tomb of the current Pharaoh's
father, and dragged the mummy by a rope tied around his neck into the High
Court, in front of the Pharaoh himself. It was also known that some time
later he was killed, and his soul sealed into the Millennium Ring.
And three thousand years later, this ancient
powerful item found itself in the hands of a young boy - a young boy who
the spirit was able to control at will. And now, the spirit had Ryou's
body. The spirit of the true Ryou had been banished from his own body.
Malik would always think about Yami no
Bakura. When the spirit rose to power, Malik was at his side. He still
was - but he was trying to help him. It had nothing to do with power. He
was worried about him.
Although he himself would never admit it,
Bakura dwelled on the past. Malik wished he knew what had happened. He
knew from personal experience that nobody was born evil - it developed
itself from a seed of negative emotion. That's what intrigued him so much
about the Pharaoh - his own great curiosity as to what had happened to
Bakura long ago in Ancient Egypt...
But even when the two of them would roll
around in bed, in a breathless mess of sheets, tangled bodies, and their
own bodily fluids, Malik could never bring the courage to ask. From what
he had deduced, Bakura only wanted to use him for his own pleasure. He
would never go to the modern Egyptian for help, or even just friendly advice.
He somehow doubted that Bakura even considered him as a friend. At the
first sign of Malik turning against him, he would destroy him. And then
Malik would never be able to restore the banished soul of his sister, Isis.
Malik looked up as a recognisable, yet
almost transparent figure came running towards him without his feet even
touching the ground. "Ryou?" he greeted in surprise. "What are you doing
here."
"I need to talk with you," Ryou replied,
looking quite serious.
"We can talk here. Bakura's having a bit
of a temper tantrum for some still unknown reason."
Ryou nodded.
"But first, I'd appreciate it if you came
down to MY ground level, it's a little unnerving." Ryou rolled his eyes
and did so - since he'd been banished from his body only to remain in spirit
form, he had been left to decide where his own ground level was, and he
was often too distracted to notice. "Thanks. So what was it?"
"You killed Honda," Ryou stated flatly.
Malik looked slightly taken aback, clearly surprised that Ryou had found
out.
"Yes. I did."
"Why?" Ryou asked, in a forcefully calm
tone.
"I can't tell you," Malik replied, staring
at the ground.
"Why?" Ryou repeated.
"I'm sorry, Ryou, I can't say."
"WHY?" Ryou repeated again, this time his
tone getting more desperate. "WHY, Malik? WHY DID YOU KILL HONDA?!" Forgetting
his own disability, Ryou grabbed at Malik's shoulders, clearly wanting
to shake the life out of him. His hands merely sunk in and clasped into
fists, as Malik shivered from the strange, cold feeling that overcame him.
"You can't just go and kill the people you're supposed to be helping, Malik!
Why did you do it? TELL ME!"
"I'm SORRY, Ryou, I'm SORRY, I'll tell
you, but PLEASE get your hands out of my shoulders!" Ryou obeyed, but still
stood close to him, backing him against the wall although Malik knew very
well that he could just walk through the boy. It was not easy to get Ryou
angry, but in much the same way as he did when his friends were in danger,
he seemed to change. He was no longer the meek, well-mannered boy who stayed
in the background, but a determined and powerful individual able to intimidate
even the bravest of people. Including Malik.
"Then tell me," he seethed.
"I... I was ordered to... I was ordered
to destroy one of Yuugi's group and... and if I didn't then I'd lose every
chance I got at geting Isis back, and I... I'm sorry Ryou, I know I was
selfish, but you have to understand! I mean, I..." Malik resisted the strong
urge to say 'what's one more among millions?' because that would only make
matters worse.
"Just sorry doesn't cut it, Malik, you
killed one of my friends!" Ryou couldn't hide the quavering in his voice.
Malik could tell he was near tears.
"Anyway," he muttered, not meaning for
Ryou to hear. "Death is better than this shit hole..."
But Ryou heard perfectly. "You think so?
So why Honda, then?" He was unable to keep the bitterness from his tone.
"I... he... well, he's not, he's not...
he..." Malik swallowed. "You're not gonna like it..." he warned.
"Try me."
"Well... he wasn't really that essential
to the group, was he?" He made a flustered hand gesture, trying to prevent
Ryou from commenting. "I mean, Jounouchi, and Anzu, and Otogi, they're
needed to get money and food, and Shizuka, she needs to look after the
ones who got their souls banished by Bakura and... I'm sorry! But at least
he's somewhere better than this, at LEAST!"
"If death is such a blessing, why do you
fear it?" Ryou wanted to know, after a moment of contemplation.
"Because if I'm gone, who'll bring back
Isis?"
Ryou stepped back from Malik. "So you're
saying, if you can bring back your sister, you'll just kill yourself?"
"If life is still this unbearable..."
"Would you kill Isis too?"
"NO! Of course not! It's her choice whether
she lives or dies!"
"And yet it wasn't Honda's choice whether
he lived or not... I'm going for a while, Malik, I need to think."
"Yeah, you do that," Malik said in a half
whisper to himself, as Ryou chose to use what was slowly becoming a trademark
exit - sinking through the floor. "I'm sorry, Ryou, I didn't mean..."
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE, ISHTAR?!" a
familiar voice demanded. Malik winced at the sound of it.
"Nothing, Bakura, sir..."
"Well, isn't THAT appropriate. I'm bored
half to death, get off your ass before I have to drag you!" With that remark,
Bakura turned and stalked away.
Malik knew precisely what the Pharaoh wanted.
He used to look forward to this task, and thoroughly enjoy it, but it was
becoming more tedious. True, Bakura never hurt him as much as his father
once had, inscribing the secret of the Pharaoh's memory onto his back,
and carving in the lines that accentuated his cheekbones, but the whippings
and the cuts were starting to become unbearable. In bed, Bakura may have
become a completely different person, but he still liked to cause pain
- even if the pain was to cause pleasure to the receiver.
Reluctantly, especially after the intense
fight with Ryou, Malik rose to his feet and followed Bakura's path to his
bedroom, knowing full well what would await him.
END OF PART 1 |
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